Thursday, October 2, 2008

一家三口 #2

坐定后小莹就迫不及待的拉着小阳来审问。
“小阳,刚刚你跟你爹地通电话的时候有谈到我吗?”
“有啊!”“那你们谈到关于我的什么?”
“。。。。。。老师,你真得很想知道?”小阳这种态度让小莹更想知道他们到底谈了些什么。
“很想!”
“只要老师答应我一件事情我就告诉老师。”
“答应你什么?”
“让我喊你妈咪,你做我妈咪!”
“呃~!!!!!!”小莹很是错愕, 根本没想过会是这样的一回事。
“我是认真的。我从小就没有妈咪,也不知道我妈咪是怎样的一个人。爹地我是有了,现在我想要有个妈咪。每次看到别的小孩子都有妈咪我却没有,很想知道有妈咪的感觉是怎样的。爹地虽然很努力的夫兼母职,可始总不一样。”说完,小阳的眼里有眼泪在那儿晃着。
“可是你还得问你爹地肯不肯啊。”小莹很是不舍得,她也很想要,很高兴,很乐意。可是还是得得到允浩的允许在可以吧。
“这你可以放心,没问题的!”小阳残留着泪水的眼睛,泪汪汪的看着她。
“那。。。。好吧。”
“真的~!太棒了~!我也有妈咪了!妈咪~!”说完后很激动的抱着小莹 – 小阳的妈咪。
“呵呵。。我也有了个很帅的儿子噢!”小莹也被小阳的反应感动了。
而这一幕让躲在暗处的允浩看到了,也全听到了。
现下只剩下一件事要决绝。

“那现在可以告诉妈咪你跟你爹地说了些什么了吗?”
“噢!我跟爹地说我要你坐我的妈咪咯。”
“那。。那你爹地说什么?”小莹很是紧张,心想不知允浩是喜欢?拒绝?讨厌?
“爹地说只要我喜欢就好。妈咪不要讲了节目开始了。”无奈只有等节目结束了才可以继续问了。

节目结束后,两母子就往允浩的休息室走去。进了休息室,里面坐着几位工作人员。而就在小莹思考是否进去的同时小阳已经拉着她进去坐在一张沙发上。那几位工作人员的脸色很是难看。让小莹有些不知所措。在想该怎么做的同时,有名工作人员走到了他们的身边。
“小阳~!好久不见你了。你变得更帅了!跟你爸爸很像哦。来这些糖果是给你的”一把甜死人不偿命的声音差点把她俩母子溺死。
“谢谢你婶婶,可是妈咪说不可以乱拿陌生人给的东西。”说完小阳还附上一张可爱死人的脸。让人哭笑不得。小莹很想笑,可碍于场面让她只有憋着。
“。。你妈咪????”脸都禄了,可还得问清楚。众所街知小阳是允浩领养的,几时跑出个妈咪来。而一旁本来在看好戏的人也都很想知道是怎么一回事。
“对啊。”指着小莹。
“她就是我的妈咪啊。”小阳很‘无心’‘不怎么一回事’的说了出来。全场倒抽了一口气,目瞪口呆的看着小莹。
小莹不知该如何回应的同时,允浩进来了。
看见的是几名工作人员围着小莹和小阳,还看见小莹的求救眼神。大步得渡到小莹身边。很自然的坐在小莹身边还一把把她搂进怀里。然后地头问道
“怎么了,怎么多认围在这里。”
“因为她们不相信我有妈咪,不相信小莹是我妈咪。”不等小莹回答,小阳已抢先回答。有点唯恐不乱的感觉。
而小莹折在被允浩搂进怀里的那一刻开始脑袋已停止运作,脸也红彤彤的。
不放过逗小莹的机会,允浩非要问到小莹回答为止。
“小莹是吗?”
“呃。。嗯。”小莹轻轻的点头。
“她的确是我儿子的母亲。”说完就拉起小莹和小阳往门走去。

“回魂了!”
“呵!”小莹转头去看允浩。
“在想什么?想到怎么去神。到家了也不知道。”
“呃!”看了看周围,是到家了。可是是允浩的家。

又在出神的走进屋子
“你还在神游噢!”
“啊!对不起,你刚刚再说什么?”小莹终于回过神来了。
“你哦~~”
突然,允浩一把抱着小莹倒进沙发里,然后紧紧的把小莹锁在怀里
“啊!”
“以后这里就是你的家,你该呆的地方。”不是询问,而是告知。
小莹望着允浩的眼睛,想从那里读取些什么她在他眼睛里看见真情,真诚,怜惜,还有。。。。爱
然,小莹低下头来不再看她怕自己控制不了自己,让自己陷在万劫不复的地步
受不了,允浩轻轻的抬起小莹的脸,让两人的眼睛对望着
“告诉我你的难题,我会一一把它决绝掉。”
看着允浩真诚的眼神,很难不让自己陷入其中
“我。。。。不知道我自己可以活多久。”轻声的说出她从来都没告诉过人的事
“怎么说?”
“我有先天性心脏病。医生说过我可能活不过三十岁。我现在已经二十五岁了。我不知道我的病几时会发作,不知道我可不可以活到三十岁,不知道可不可以活过三十岁,很多的不知道。”说到最后小莹一泪不成生了。
把小莹更怀里抱,轻轻的拍着她的背
“我都知道。”轻轻的叙说
“呃~!怎么可能!我没有告诉小阳。”在一次地感到不可思议
“小阳有跟你一起生活,你有好几次吃药让小阳看到了。小阳就偷偷的拿了你一些药写下了药名然后拿给了我们的家庭医生,所以我们就知道了。”
“原来是这样。那你是在同情可怜我吗?”问了一个很傻很幼稚的问题
“你知道我不是个怎么有爱心的人。”
“等我死后你和小阳会很伤心很痛苦的。我不想看到你们这样。”悠悠的说
“现在要我们放着你不管我们更做不到。看着我,我们一起努力。不管可以在一起多久,是短是长我们都珍惜这彼此,享受我们在一起的每一秒,每一分钟,每一个日子。让我两父子填满你现在的每一秒。你不可以让你自己一个人孤孤单单的过。答应我好吗?”
小莹已泪流满面,抽抽搭搭的
“我真的可以吗? 我可以拥有你跟小阳吗?”
“当然可以!我和小阳永远都是属于你的!”
而不知在一旁躲起来多久的小阳突然冲去来去抱着他们两
“爹地!妈咪!”
一家三口紧紧地抱在一起

一家三口 #1

“老师,我今天也是一个人过,可以去你家过夜吗?”一位名小阳的可爱小伙子拉着小莹的手问到。“
爹地今天又不能陪小阳了吗?”
“对啊~ 今天也不会回家了。老师 ~ 我一个人怪可怜的。”说完还给一个很可怜又很可爱的表情,让人无法拒绝.
“好啦,知道了。那我们先到超市买些菜吧。”很自然的牵起小阳的手往停车场走去。

“小阳~”一道由远处传来的好听声音。
小阳转回头一看 “爹地~!”喊得同时也跑向声音来源。跑到时那男的一把把小阳抱了起来。
“有没有想爹地?”问的同时在小阳的额头上吻了一下。
“当然有!那爹地呢?”
“当然也有咯!”那两父子就这样的抱在一起玩闹,把在一旁的小莹给遗忘了。
“啊~ 爹地我忘记了老师还在一旁。”匆匆的离开爹地的怀抱,跑向小莹那头,然后把小莹拉到他爹地的面前。
“爹地,她就是我一直跟你提起的小莹老师。老师,他就是我那帅到爆,忙到爆的明星爹地允浩。”
“你好,老师。小阳给你添了不少麻烦。谢谢你一路来的照顾。”
“你好,郑先生。那里,有他陪伴我也有个伴,没这么孤单。”
“刚刚你们要去那里吗?”
“啊!爹地你不是说今天不会回家吗?所以我打算去老师那儿过夜,老师要煮好料给我吃呢!”
“通告全上完了,所以就过来了。”
“既然郑先生来了,那小阳,你今天就可以和爹地一起过了。。。。”还不等小莹说完小阳已经抢着说
“老师那我们一起过吧。我们照样去买菜,然后回家煮饭吃。我好想吃老师煮的饭哦。 爹地我跟你说老师煮的饭超好吃的。”
“真的?”允浩是看着小莹来问的。
“没有啦,我随便煮的。”因为允浩一直注视着小莹,让她乱害羞的。
“那还等什么,我们就去买菜煮饭吃咯。”
说完那俩父子就手牵手,很愉快的往停车场走去,而小莹过了一会儿才反应过来才追上去。

这一晚,小莹的睡房里多了个小客人 – 小阳。
走到床边,凝视着小阳的睡脸想起了他们的相识。
小阳是她班的学生,是个聪明伶俐,人见人爱的小孩子。他对所有的人都很客气很有礼貌,唯独对小莹不一样。有一天,他不小心发现到小莹喜欢着他爹地,而又不知他就是允浩儿子,却也还是一样的对他很好。不像其他人,都知道他是大明星的儿子而对特别,一味的讨好他。他只对小莹一个人表露真性情,别人看不到的一面,他有个明星爹地也是众所街知的只除了小莹这糊涂鬼不知。
有一天,小莹看到小阳一个人在她车旁徘徊着。
“小阳,你怎么还在学校?”
“老师,我今天是有家可归不得噢。”小阳昂起楚楚可怜的脸望向小莹。
“怎么会这样呢?发生了什么事?”小莹很是担心的问道。
“啊,其实是我今天又得自己一个人在家而已。爹地的通告要好久才结束。虽然我可以去爹地那儿等爹地,可是一个人在那儿等很是无聊的。”现在小阳的脸上尽是无奈。
“你爹地做什么的?怎可以把你一个人放着不理,这样你很危险的,而且你还是小孩子呃。”反观小莹脸上尽是愤怒。
“老师,你不知道吗?我爹地就是你喜欢的歌手。。郑允浩哦!”小阳知道他再不老老实实的告诉实情他爹地的名誉将会毁于一旦。可在宣布的时候小阳很是骄傲,很得意洋洋的。
“什么!你就是他领养的小孩?”小莹很不可思议的望着小阳。
“就是本少爷了!”“难怪每天都有一队的人围着你,我还以为你是校草什么的。”小莹到这一刻才恍然大悟。
“烦都烦死了。老师现在怎样?你也要遗弃我吗?”楚楚可怜的样子再度出现。
“你爹地才没有遗弃你啦。我也没有哪个意思。那你是不回家睡咯?(看到小阳点头)那你跟我回家吧。”“
可是等一下,你爹地那里呢?等下他以为我要绑架他儿子我不是很冤枉。你先告诉你爹地吧。”
回想起当时,当知道小阳的爹地就是允浩时很是惊讶。再看着小阳的脸孔,虽然不是亲生的可是却很有熟悉感。突然有种羡慕的感觉,羡慕他跟允浩有关系,她也好想跟允浩有某种上的关系。

而自从那次后,小莹就在也没有见到允浩了。反观小阳就每一天的和她一起上下课。原因允浩出国去宣传他的新专辑了。
允浩出国之前带着小阳来到了小莹的家
“谁啊?”当小莹开门看到了允浩和小阳站在门前却是由点吓到。
“不好意思,真么晚了还来打扰你。”允浩腼腆的说道。
“没关系,有事吗?”“我需要出过几天,可是我又不放心放小阳一个人在家。所以想来拜托你帮忙照顾小阳可以吗?其他人我很不放心,而且小阳只喜欢你,所以想来拜托你。”一旁的小阳也很积极的劝说
“老师,我会很寂寞,很孤单,很可怜的。”说完还附上博取同情的表情。
看着这两父子怎么买力的说服自己,小莹也只有担当起照顾小阳的责任了。也就很自然的允浩和小阳闯进了小莹的生活。

“Hello?”
“你好。我是允浩。”允浩温柔好听的声音从电话的另一头传来。
“啊!是你!你好!”小莹很是惊讶的接到允浩打来的电话。
“你似乎很惊讶哦。”
“呃~~是啊。你现在在那里?回国了?”
“嗯,刚下机。你们还在学校吗?”在回答的时候允浩知道小莹现在的脸一定很红,也可以想像到现在小莹一定脸红害羞的样子。允浩也不清楚自己怎么了,在外国的这几天除了挂念着小阳外,也很挂念着小莹。一下机迫不及待想要打电话告知的也是小莹。想到这里,允浩一向俊酷的脸出现了微微的笑容。
“刚刚放学现在还在学校。你要来接小阳了吗?”小莹察觉到她问的语气里带了些落寞感和些许的不舍。她知道小阳回去后,她和允浩的关系又回到了原点。再也没有东西把他们两系在一起了。再也没有借口给他或她了。
“嗯。”允浩和小莹像有心电感应般,他知道她在想什么,而同时他也在想同样的东西,有同样的感受,更同样的不想就这样的断了联系。本来还挂着笑容的脸回到了比之前好要冷的脸。
“。。。。”小莹很不知所措。
“待会儿你有事吗?有时间?”允浩想到了一个可以让彼此开始的办法可是需要他的好儿之帮忙才可以。
“没事,要我带小阳过去吗?” “对,不好意思麻烦到你。我还得录制一些节目和拍一些代言产品的照片,可以麻烦你带小阳来电视台吗?”听到小莹的落寞语气,允浩很是高兴,因为这样让他知道她也很在乎他。
“可是我们可以就这样的进去吗?”想到待会儿就可以见到允浩是很开心,可是一想到会是最后一次可以单独,近距离见到他还是很伤心,很矛盾~~~~~~
“待会儿我会跟我的经纪人说,而且保安人员人的小阳没问题的。"
“那好吧。待会见了,郑先生。”说完也不等对方就把电话个挂了。因为太烦了!
在另一头的允浩带了一会儿,尽哈哈大笑了起来。连眼泪都飙出来了。觉得小莹太妙,太可爱了,他一定要把她追到手。

到了电视台
“叔叔,好久不见了。”
“小阳,好久不见了。你又长高了,更帅了哦。”允浩的经纪人在电视台的门口等着他俩。
“你好。”
“啊,你就是小阳的老师吧。你好,我是允浩的经纪人。”
“你好,希望我们没造成你们的麻烦。”
“啊怎么会呢。来来来,我带你们进去。”
到了允浩的个人休息间,里面有很多工作人员。虽然如此,小莹还是可以一眼就看到允浩的所在位置。
“爹地!”到了休息室,小阳就像箭似的飞奔到他爹地那里。
“哎哟,小阳。爹地好像你噢!”
“我也好想爹地噢!”他俩就旁若无人的大玩亲亲了。
等他俩玩够了才注意到旁人。
“嗨,小莹。”
“啊。。哦。。嗨。。”小莹照实吓到,没想到允浩会如此自然的叫出她的名字来。而在允浩怀里的小阳一副不怀好意的奸笑着。心想刚刚允浩一定在电话里跟着小伙子说了些什么。
“小阳,我等会儿要录制一个访问节目,我准备了两个位置给你们。你们要好好的观赏哦。”话虽是对小阳说的,可是允浩的眼睛却是望着小莹的。让小莹怪不好意思,也不知该往那儿看才好。
“那我现带他们去坐吧。你也好好准备一下了,还有五分钟就得开始了。”说完经纪人就带小莹和小阳摄影棚的观众席了。
“这就是你们的位子了,好好观赏了。需要我等下来带你们吗?”
“叔叔,不用了。谢谢。”

Monday, August 18, 2008

SAND & TVXQ #10

Today is kind of tension for Dawn. Although today don't have SAND schedule to rush for, just has shooting drama schedule. But the problem is today shooting, Dawn has to let Ms.S slap in one scene. She knew that Ms.S sure will take this advantage to revenge, even she sounds nothing and nice to Dawn, that Dawn actually took over her place as this drama main actress. She already prepare some medicine to wipe on face to cure pain and swollen, cause this is not the only scene for today. Actually director has told that slaping scene use 借位 to shoot, but Ms.S said that as a professional actress cannot use 借位 to shoot. With real slap can show the realization of the drama, and Dawn has jump in a known hole that dig by Ms.S.
At last everything is under Dawn's prediction. She been slap again and again and again. At first Ms.S slap quite gently, but until the end she get angry and slap so hard. She says Dawn not acting well and cause the shooting delayed. The last shot is the most hard and the whole studio sink into a silent mode, and Dawn just stun at there and she can feel her face is burning hot. No body move or say anything. The end director says CUT and everything back to normal. Before Ms.S get off from the shooting scene, she turn back and give a damn smile to Dawn. Dawn feel speechless and now she don't have the mood to do anything. She straight walk to her restroom, she need to be alone. While walking that time, the crews can feel that no matter how good s person temper is, he or she still will get angry, not just angry is VERY ANGRY! Director think that today is enough for Dawn, if continue will not get positive result, some more Dawn's face will not recover from swollen fast. So director tell Dawn back home to get rest, tommorrow just continue for her part. Dawn feel relief and can really be alone now. She no go back by company car, she ask for alone and her 助理 understand and let her be alone.
Once Dawn steps out from studio outside is drizzling, without thinking twise Dawn just walk under drizzling. Can see those passer by all walk fast, run fast to hide rain. Just Dawn alone walking slowly and no care how will she looks like. The rain is getting heavy, even is summer autumn now, is still very cold. Heavy rain drop on Dawn, but she has senseless especially her face, totally in numb condition. She just walk a long the street, one block over one block. She know that current her can't be seen, she is an artist now, or even she's not her appearence now really scares people. She no care no border just walk.

In house, SAND has no schedule so the 3 of them just stay at home.
"Why Dawn so slow, just now call her 助理 she said that Dawn already back 2 hours ago o." Alyn looking at Nat and Sam, hoping answer from them while she knows that they also don't know. The 8 of them actually waiting for Dawn to have dinner together at a restaurant which they wanted to go long time ago.
"Should be arrive soon, just wait for a while more." Sam says steadily. Sam ectually knew that today Dawn shooting will be slap by Ms.S, Dawn has talk with her the day before. She hope that Dawn's prediction will not be true.
"By using walk also should be reach around this time, but now is raining so heavy outside may take her some time." Nat is sitting beside the window, wacthing the rain drops.
"Ok~!"

FEW MINUTES LATER

ding dong~ ding dong~
"Must be DAWN~!" Alyn sounds happily and run to open the door.
"Dawn has key, so should not be her." Sam said it but already can't stop her and just let her go.

"AH~! DAWN~!" Alyn shouts from front steps.
Sam and Nat look at each other and run to front steps.
When they reach front steps they saw Dawn whole body was wet, make up plus water all around the face and drop to shirt. Even face cover by messy make up but still can see one of her face has terribly swollen. 3 of them shock to see 'this' Dawn. They never see her so down, so upset.
"Dawn what had happened on you?" Nat ask softly and gently with Alyn assist Dawn get in house. They don't dare to touch her, cause they don't know is that other part of Dawn's body got hurt.
Sam can feel Dawn is senseless and her eyes shows empty, she not sure that is Dawn conscious now.
At the same time, Dawn is totally don't know how long she has been walk under the rain, how she come back to house, and even not sure is she reach home already. She is totally in unconscious situation.
"DAWN!" Sam shout at Dawn. But not only Sam shout, there is another voice in it.
This time Dawn has reaction, she slowly looks at the another voice owner.
1,2,3......... Dawn black out.

"DAWN~!" Nat and Alyn try to get Dawn, but the another voice owner faster than them get Dawn into his arm.
"Dawn~" another voice owner, JJ.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

SAND & TVXQ #9

The next day, again Dawn has been call to manager room. This time Dawn tells everything to manager. She very scare and don’t know what will manager oppa said and react.
“……” manager oppa just look at Dawn and can’t see any expression from his face.
“……” Dawn very scare, shivering waiting for manager oppa 责问.
“Why you wait for so long just tell me. You should tell me from the beginning.” Manager oppa 皱眉 telling.
“Em………” Dawn is speechless.
Manager oppa straightly take out his phone and call. Dawn was wondering who is he calling at this moment of time.
“Chui director? I’m Dawn’s manager. Do you have time to talk with me?”
all this questions appear in Dawn’s mind.
While Dawn is in her own wonderland wondering, manager oppa already finish talk with Chui director.
“Dawn~!” manager oppa 无奈 raise up voice to call Dawn up.
“Huh~! Oh Yeah!” Dawn face blush and stand straight up. She feels shy, and think how can she just think go her own wonderland at this time.
“I’ve already talk with director. He will take care of this. He feel sorry for you. He some more said that, proud of you. He very happy for your stage performance.” At last there is smile on manager oppa’s face.
“Really?! Hooo……” when Dawn sees there’s smile on manager oppa’s face, she feels relief. “Yup. Next time if again got something like that, the first thing you should come to me. Don’t every time been scold you just keep quiet at there. This is not helping either for you or me. 알아?” manager oppa sounds 心疼, and walk to Dawn rub her hair.
“Yup.” Dawn said it loudly and happily.
After the talk, Dawn feel like walking on a cloud, relief and relax.
“Ouch~” Dawn bang in a muscular wall.
“See you walk so happily must be your problem been settle already.” Dawn looks up, is JJ.
“Huh~! You are waiting for me?” Dawn will say like this because he just stands right at the corner from manager oppa’s office room.
“Em. Know that you AGAIN been call.” JJ purposely mentions ‘again’.
“Hehe~ you also know about it.” In Dawn's mind.
“Yup! And I’m very angry now. Cause I know it from Sam and I’m not the first one to be known. This also show that in you heart I am un-trustable.” JJ tries to sounds normal, but he getting angry until the end.
“NO~NO~NO~NO~NO~NO~ Don’t angry. I …. I doesn’t mean that. Uhhhh~ you know that I doesn’t mean that!” Dawn express it very 激动.
“Nope! I don’t know” JJ sounds so doesn’t matter.
“Uhhh~ don’t like that!” Dawn sounds crying and very nervous, afraid that JJ doesn’t want to border her anymore. While saying, she tries to hold JJ’s arm, try to cool down his anger. Very fast Dawn add up.
“I’ll never do this again. This will be the first and the last time. I promise!” Dawn 苦着一张脸 and tries to sound it as concern as she can.
“Hek~!” JJ still doesn’t want to talk with her. But actually in his heart he very enjoys seeing Dawn suffer because of him.
“Uhhh~~~~~~~” Dawn think of nothing, just can keep on 向他撒娇.
“You sure this will be the only time? No more keeping secret from me?” JJ want Dawn ensure her words. He is actually angry with her hiding herself from him. He wants Dawn relies, depends more on him.
"YES! YES! I SURE AND PROMISE!" while saying Dawn also nodded her head so hard to express her truthfully. Look at her and slowly hug her into his arm, a slight kiss on her forehead and ask
"Have you taken your dinner?"
".........Nope." Dawn sounds it so soft, she can know that what kind of reaction she will get from JJ if he know that ......
"Or should I ask that do you had any meal today?" devil voice is surrounding Dawn.
"Em .... Yup. Breakfast." Dawn is shrinking herself in JJ's arm.
"You mean that 1 bowl of rice that we had at house this morning 6 o'clock?!"
".......yes......." Dawn even close her eyes prepare to get scold by JJ.
JJ says nothing but he hug Dawn tightly and walk very fast towards car park. Dawn been force follow and shut herself up, while walking she tries to peek JJ face, devil from ice berg.

At that night, JJ brings Dawn home and cook her some meal that's help body recover and is good for body which suffer from hunger for a long period of time.

SAND & TVXQ #8

Smooth and happy shooting has change when Ms.S shows up, who act as Dawn elder sister and originally been chosen to act as main actress. In drama field, Ms.S is kind of famous and of cause is Dawn’s 前辈. Every time when the shot are just the 2 of them, Dawn will be the 箭靶, Ms.S will non stop quarrel and complaint about Dawn’s stage performance. And for a simple 1 shot Dawn has to repeat again and again. Not say it not good, is just this Ms.S said that she is a ‘perfectionist’. She can’t stand and don’t want there is a scar on a drama where she’s in it. At first Dawn try to ask for director is that scene so bad till need to repeat for so many times. Director don’t think so but he agree with what Ms.S complaint. Then Dawn knows that what she can do is pay 200% attention and act as best as she can. Also because Ms.S is前辈,Dawn has to obey in what she ordered. According to Ms.S by doing it own self just can show you’re sincere doing it. Dawn has no choice and she think if this can stop Ms.S by create other problem for her, she甘愿 to obey. This also cost Dawn been scold by her company cause she can’t be on time for SAND schedule and company think that she’s irresponsible towards SAND. Dawn feels 无奈 and helpless, but she accept it and she know this will happened when she accept this drama job. She tries hold herself by not telling anyone. But when today she steps out from manager room after another scolding, Dawn see Sam standing outside. Obviously she heard all those scolding by manager. Dawn smile warmly to Sam and tries to walk pass her.
“You 不打算 tell me what had happened on you?” When Dawn walks pass her, she asked softly. And Dawn knows that Sam is pressing herself to shout on her.
“ ....... If you don’t mind to company me walk under this cold day to our house nearby stall for my today 1st meal.” Dawn said it without stop and walking towards the entrance.
It was really cold to walk on road especially at night, and unfortunately is at night now. The 2 of them walk very fast and just took them half an hour to reach the hawker. Once reach, Dawn order 3 dishes and 2 bottle of Korean wine. It suitable to drink in this kind of day, this kind of weather, the topic they going to have.
"......."
"......." 2 of them just stare at each other.
“Ok. What you want to know?” Dawn surrender first.
“What you’ve not tell me that you should be have tell me.”
“hm…. I think got a bunch. HAHA~ Not that I don’t treat you as member, just I know that you also got things to frustrated on. So I just decided to tell you later.”
After an hour, Dawn has told out what she should or should not. Sam’s first sentence is
“You should tell me earlier. No wonder this day just after schedule you’re been call to manager oppa there. This is not your problem also. You sure no tell manager oppa all this right!” Sam confirms it.
“hehe~ If I tell don’t know will it sounds different hear by manager oppa.”
“You no try before how you know. Some more manager oppa is here to help us, not to spoil or hurt us.” Sam suddenly feels Dawn too stubborn and stupid. She even 翻白眼 to Dawn. Dawn think for awhile and decided to tell manager oppa tomorrow.
“Know what you need to do already?” Sam ask while Dawn decided to tell.
“Yup.” Scare Sam did not hear her, she nodded her head hardly.
“Ah cham! You no tell JJ also right?” Sam curiously asks. She found that this few days, Dawn was trying avoid JJ.
“Em….”
“Why?” Sam finds out when the topic change to JJ, Dawn is avoiding eyes contact with Sam.
“Nothing ah. Em…. Aiya this small matter no need to disturb him. Some more I don’t have the rights also.”
“Why? I thought that you ARE his girlfriend?”
“Em…. I’m not sure that am I. Or I should say, just I’m the one who think like this from the beginning.”
“What makes you think like this?” Sam feels this has destructing Dawn for a long period. “haha~ May be I think too much on it.” Dawn is trying to stop this conversation and Sam also let her be. But actually Sam already plans to held a talk with JJ.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

SAND & TVXQ #7

Company has rent a whole level in one of the apartment in Seoul. TVXQ and SAND are staying next by each other. This is to let TVXQ easy to train SAND and bring them. So in the house all together will be 9 person. SAND is lead by TVXQ, and of cause the whole group will be lead by Yun Ho. One day, Dawn been asked to act in a new drama series. She not sure that is it correct to accept it, so she decided to ask for her 8 housemate also her members. They very agree and support her to try on it. With their support she feels comfort and relief to accept. Drama is a 麻雀变凤凰 story and she is the main actress. She at first thought that she’ll act as a small character , at the end the director change her to become the mail actress. She shock but happy and can’t wait to try in a new field. And now she has to be in this new field all by alone, not in SAND form.On the first day of shooting, Dawn was so nervous on it. This is her first drama first shooting. Before she goes to tv station studios, SAND members gave her a great bless and gave ang pao, wish her all the best. She feels so warm to get supported from her members. Company has asked a part-timer become Dawn’s 助理 to help out for the moment of drama shooting. When reach studios, can see many stuffs setting up for the background, machines, lighting, etc. Even Dawn is so new in this field, but because she is the main actress on this drama so 制作组 has prepare a room to her as her resting room. For Dawn with or without the room it doesn’t matter, she just hope that she can perform well. Her first shoot is SHIT, she is nervous, no expression for it, not use to it, feels shy. But after few times she’s getting better and can get into the character already. Director is kind of surprise with her performance, and glad that he has changed her to act for it. While for drama shooting, Dawn also has to attend for SAND schedule. She feels tired but happy and satisfied with it. This day Dawn nearly can’t make for SAND’s schedule because she went to hospital because she got flu and slightly fever.
“You can just take rest at home no need to rush to here.” Sam is worried of Dawn.
“Is ok. I’m fine.” Dawn looks in mirror and smile to Sam. Stylish is styling for her.
“A sick person just came from hospital how fine she can be.” Sam teasing her because she feels that Dawn is too pushing herself.
“haha~ Chil man. I really feel good.”
“You said 1 ah, if later on you faint I won’t care about you.” Sam 赌气 said already then walk away. Dawn knows that she is worried about her, she feels warm and know that she can’t disappoint her members. But her sicks is not recovering well.

SAND & TVXQ #6

When Dawn reach home, she been question by Sam, Alyn and Nat for almost 1 hours. At the end she told the whole story to them exceprt those 亲密互动 she skip. She shy to tell and don't know how they will think about her. When Dawn is alone at that night, she can't fall sleep at all. she keep on look at her phone and think back what had happen in the evening time. As her phone wallpaper is JJ, she stare at the wallpaper and talk with the wallpaper herself. Suddenly her phone rings and she saw 'HUBBY' this name appear. She very confuse and wondering who is that, at last she picks up.
"Hello?!"
"Hello my dear." the phone is call by JJ.
"Huh~! Is you!" Dawn very shock that JJ is the 'hubby'.
"You like very shock. Shock by the name or me calling you." JJ can imagine her face expression now, and on JJ face can see a warm smile.
".......both." very shy and naturally Dawn said it out.
"hahahhahahahahaha~ I knew that. Don't put my pic on my contact. I want you see 'hubby' this name when I call or sms you. Since you already put my picture as your wallpaper." JJ sound very proud and happy.
"Depends on my mood ba!" Dawn try to sound don't care.
"Hahahahahaha~ My dear so cute."
"Wei who is your dear!" Dawn now just realise her 'nickname'.
"Of cause you! Just now I call like that you also no oppose me, and that's mean agree for me.
"Like tha also can?!"
"Of cause! What are you doing over there? Looking at my picture again?"
"Who want to look at your picture!" Dawn oppose him by using shout. This more show that she eventually is doing as what JJ said. Dawn can feel her face is blushing now. She has no idea that he will call her and can know what she actually doing.
"hahahahaha~ You really cute." JJ is laugh heartily. He really happy by having Dawn with him.
"Don't say i'm cute. Even though i am."
"hahahahahahahahahahahahaha." JJ can't stop from laughing.

From that day on, once JJ got free time he will call Dawn. Even he has no time for it, he also will sms with her. Is kind of like underground couple but actually Dawn don't know is she really JJ's girlfriend. Ya~! She kind of stubborn of it. But she very happy that she got to be so close with him. When JJ is free JJ will come to her house and she will coook for him or 2 person play cooking. At the same time Sam, Alyn, and Nat got to know JJ. Co-inciddently Sam, Alyn, Nat & Dawn been discover by JJ's entertainment company and they debut as SAND.

Monday, July 21, 2008

SAND & TVXQ #5

While Dawn thinking about how to answer it, her phone rings. Ringtone Definitely is TVXQ’s song and is specially JJ’s part. And the call is from Sam.
"Wei where have you been, take so long time." Sam sound worried and impatience, she kind of worried about Dawn that’s why sounds a bit 不耐烦. Now Dawn just realizes that she has came out for long time, the girls still waiting for her food.
"Oh Oh~ em........... HEY~!" while Dawn tries to sound normal and thinking what reason to tell. In a secondof time JJ has took over the phone and answer it.
"Hello? Who is that over there?" JJ ask it politely plus some 不爽 feel there cause they've been interupted. And he wanted to know this call is from guy or girl.
“I’m the one should ask WHO ARE YOU?!” Sam feels angry and不爽 also. Just a simple talking, she already has bad impression on this no manners guy. And she has no realize that she eventually is talking with JJ.
“I’m her man!” JJ said it naturally but Dawn and Sam shock of it.
“WHAT!” shout by Sam and also Dawn.
“I think you have got it clear, and we still have things to go on. So bye bye.” Without giving Sam and Dawn any chance, JJ straight end up the phone.
“Wei! How can you do like that?” Dawn big-eyes look at JJ close up her phone.
“Why cannot?”“This is my phone eh. And is my call eh.”
“But she is interrupting us, so can’t be forgive.”
“WHAT!” Dawn think that he is out of his mind.
"Em.... So what now?! I really have to go by NOW! AS IS NOW!" Dawn already has out of strength to argue to 纠缠 with him. JJ looks at her, took over her phone and key something in her phone. Dawn can't peek from her angle.
"I've key in my personal phone number and the others phone number to you, you can call me anytime." Once JJ key in finish and pass back phone to her.
"Why have to be i'm the one who call you, you can't call me meh?" Dawn feel unfair and whispering herself.
"I will call you as long as i have time." JJ said it souftly and turn Dawn's face to him. A slightly kiss on her forehead and lips.
"You can call me what ever time you want, when you miss me, got any trouble, got any worried, whatever things you want to tell can just sms me or call me. My personal phone will on 24 hours just for you." When saying this the 2 of them is looking each other so closely.
"You sure that i can disturb you anytime?" Dawn unsurely ask for JJ.
"Yup! Need I fecth you back?" while asking Dawn, JJ happily rub her face, play her face.
"nooenfk, i caneoe bakredoi bay .... " Dawn can't say it properly and take down JJ's hands and said again.
"No need, I can go back by myself. I still got things need to buy."
"Then .... MUACKS" A big kiss on Dawn's lips.
"HEY~!" Dawn try to sounds fierce but it turns 撒娇.
"hahahahahahahahhahahahaha" JJ really happy and enjoying bully Dawn.
"I go now!" said it fast and very fast slip out from car, and run away from him.
"REMEMBER TO MISS ME O~!" Dawn is actually in the opposite road, JJ shout out and drive away. Left Dawn alone blushing and been stare by others passerby. Dawn eventually can imagine and heard JJ scream with laughter.

Friday, July 18, 2008

SADN & TVXQ #4

At last, weird girl can't stand of JJ's 眼神 and 迷迷糊糊,傻傻 tell everything about herself to JJ.
Dawn, 23 years old, girl came from Malaysia, still a girl that haven't been go after before, currently staying with other 3 girls, got one yourger sister in Malaysia, love to cook, don't actually know what is 'in a relationship'.

"You mean that you did not have a boyfriend before?" JJ sound suprise and big-eyed looking at her.
"....WHY~!? Cannot?" Dawn blush straightly and also voice up when she saw JJ's expression. She feel like JJ is teasing her.
"Nope! But I'm very happy with it!" JJ sound it so happy and hug her stragiht away.
"Wei! What are you trying to do la?!" Dawn is really scare, excited, happy, worried. JJ is like totally not undercontrol.
"hm .... trying to KISS you." JJ telling softly besides Dawn's ears and while telling he also badly blow air to her ears.
"Wei~ you tell then tell la, don't tell besides my ears la. And let me go, you can find hundred million girls that are muct better than me. They are so willing to let you kiss. I'm just a normal citizens and an abnormal behaciour, attitude, thinking girl." Dawn sound shivery and angry. She affraid that she will jump into JJ's world and 永不超生. Sound serious, but she don't want let herself place in a difficult situation. As JJ is an artist, some more was those very famouns that kind. She don't know and not sure how far is true that she can believe and trust on. Althought she very into him.
"You not willing to let me kiss?" JJ sound so sad and his face is showing sad also.
"OF CAUSE NOT!" Dawn say it fast and loud, after that she stund for 2 second and just reliaze that what had she said. A ripe tomato is best describe on Dawn's face.
"I don't mean ........" Dawn try to explain, but she has no chance to do so. JJ already use his lips seal up Dawn's lips already. Dawn is totally shock of it and can't move at all. She has no idea how and what to react. Just big-eyed looking at him.
"Don't you know when kissing, you have to close up your eyes." JJ slightly leave off Dawn's lips. Their lips just a slightly by inches away. Dawn is not totally senseless, JJ more hug her in his arm and this time he no more softly kiss on her lips. JJ don't give a break to Dawn and give her a unforgettable kiss.

20 minutes later JJ just let go her because he know that Dawn needs air, and 2 of them short of breath. At that time Dawn just awake from senseless. When she realize that she was so enjoy as JJ as, she feel shy and shame on herself. She don't know how to face JJ, don't know how he think about her. Will he think her as a cheap girl, can easily kiss with others. She know that she's not, but it doesn't mean for JJ.
JJ lift up Dawn's head and face to face with him. In Dawn's eyes he saw Dawn are resist to face with him.
"Tell me what are you thinking." JJ asking in an insist tone.
"...... Why you kiss me? Can it be? Why am i? Why ...." State of helplessness express in her voice and show in her eyes.
JJ place their forehead together, looking in each others eyes.
"I also don't know why is you. From the first day i met you, in every moment of time, in the ordinary course of events i will just think of you even though i did not know you. I had tried myself but i can't. Your image keep on float in my mind, you had enter in my database that how also can't be delete. Hm .... i should take some compensate from you that you cause my mind can't stop thinking about you." Chicky smile on JJ face again.
"EH! Not my probelm eh. How can you blame on me. If want to calculate you are the one should pay me. I've knew you for 4 years already, 4 years ago you have already invaded in my life. You even invaded in my dream. My around friends feel that i'm so abnormal like a person such like you. (JJ is frowning about this statement) Anyhow, you have physically, mentally invaded my life. So how should you compensate me?" Dawn sounds gratefully and 挑眉 look at JJ.
"haha~~ My lovely Dawn, I'll let you punish as how you like." JJ really happy and heaved a sigh as if relieved of nervous with what Dawn had said. He actually not sure about Dawn's intention, know he can very sure that they like for each other.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

SAND & TVXQ #3

"Why you so insist to know?" the weird girl feel curious on his reaction.
"Cause i want to make sure am I right?!" can see the unsure, the nervous, the love from JJ eyes.
"Huh?! What do you mean?" the weird gril is really confuse and more curious on it.
"HaHa ~ What if I said i have fall for you when the first time I saw you." JJ is very nervaous to said so. Actually he is purposely to say it, he wanted to know how is her reaction towards him. Curious how would she react, curious her expression but more on her answer.
" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IMPOSSIBLE!" she was so shock and 瞪大眼睛 looking at him.
"Why not?"
"Cause ..... Cause ..... Cause you are JJ eh~!" she still having the same post same expression.
"So? Doesn't mean that I can't fall for you."
"But .... But ......................" because of JJ 深情的眼神 weird gril can't talk normally.
"Em Hm .... But what?"
"...........I don't know la. I have to go now already." weird girl really can't believe it and try to escape from it to get some air to clear her mind.
"You think you still can go off easily from me?"
"Eh .... where got?!"
"This is not the first time we met, and also not the first time we bump into each others."
"EH~!" the weird gril try so hard to think and think.
"Ah ~!"
"It seems like you have remember." JJ chiky smiling looking at her.
"eh .......... So what you want now?" she answer with face blush and sounds a bit 在撒娇.
"First tell me your DETAIL profile." JJ look her with a winning and chicky smile.

SAND & TVXQ #2

Already 1 week after saw that weird girl. No matter how time goes by, the weird gril image still very clear in his mind. He tried to forget about her but her can't. So now he appear at the supermarket again. He was thinking that whether are they fated to meet each other again.

*pong* ACCIDENT bump a girl and a guy. 2 even fall on floor.

"ouch~!"
"ouch~!" both sound out together. Imediately look each other.
"~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" speechless for the girl. Can't speaks out a word and just keep on stare on JJ.
"Em .... Are you ok?" gently JJ ask the girl. Actually he scare weird girl get hurt, cause he can feel just know the
"..................................................................."
"Hello....???? Anyone stays inside?" while saying JJ uses his hand to knock werid girl's head.
"Hei~! It hurts~!" by saying so the weird girl use her hand to rub her head and her arm. Her arm get hurts when fall down that time and JJ saw it.
"Your arm is bleeding!"
"Oooo is ok, just a small matter. Later put plaster on can already." sound unseriously, and she plan to walk off from him again. JJ realize and quickly hold her hand and instaed walk in to supermarket, he bring her to his car. Without realizing the weird girl been bring up to JJ's car.
"Ouch~! Oh man, softer a bit please." When awake by the pain from injured part, weird girl just realize she already been place in JJ's car behind sit and he is cleaning her arm. At the same time weird girl can feel they are so near, she even can smell his hair with shampoo smell. Straight awasy her face blush, really like a tomato.
"Sorry, i'll try my best to do as soft as i can." by washing her injured arm, applied med, JJ also blow it while doing it. He think it may help to reduce the pain.
"Still feel pain?" after applied the med, the looks up and see the weird girl face in abnormal red.
"hm.... are you ok? Need to go hospital?" JJ looks very worried and check her arm, her forehead, her face.
"............... oh! ya! ya! .......I'm fine" at last the weird girl found her voice to talk, and more blush cause her mind just fly away by staring at JJ.
"Glad that you are fine."
"You worried on me?"
"Ya. I cause you fall down."
"Not all your fault also, I also got wrong, i just keep on looking and my phone."
"Why? Got something special?"
"Nope is JJ's newest.............." when the weird girl try to tell JJ that her phone JJ newest magaxine picture and has become her wallpaper. She stund and blush cause she saw JJ chiky smile. She just realize how stupid she is.
"I have to go now." she feel shy and shame if she stay longer at there.
"But you haven't show me what you have in your phone." JJ not letting her go off so easy, and he don't want she left without telling him her profile.
"HUH~! Em....... is just..... hm..... nothing special on it." the weird girl is trying so hrad to get out of the car. But JJ reach her hand and grab her place between him and the sofa.
They've been look at each other for a century long.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

SAND & TVXQ #1

Since Sam, Alyn ,Nat & Dawn become SAND, a grils group that started in Korea. They are so busy in it, and they've been working out together with anouther guys group TVXQ. A sub story has begun and all this is because of FOOD.

*DAWN*
A girl who so loves to cook & sings. SAND have been in Korea for almost 3 months. When SAND start up till now, Dawn have no chance to cook at all and everyday eat either korea food or fast food. At first is very enjoy and love with it, but it get bored by now. Since to day is a day which free of anything, so Dawn decided to cook for the 3 members. Eventhough she is ok with it but she think is a hard time for the others members. So now Dawn is shopping for her cooking ingredients aat her house nearby supermarket. This is the first time she actually shop in korea shupermarket. She so enjoying by shopping alone. listen to mp3 which full with TVXQ's songs and sings it out also. Although not loud, not noisy, but the people who walk by her will turn back and look at her once more. No care with how the way the people staring at her, she just be herself and having fun happy with it. Who cares ~! But she had no notice that she has been marked by a guy!

*JAE JUNG aka JJ*
It has been a long time JJ has no cook for his members. Since the schedule is till 5pm only, so he decided to cook for his members. And because they not always staying in their house, so naturally there are nothing for him to cook. So he have to go out to hunt. JJ went to a farer supermarket to avoid causing trouble. While he steps in to supermarket, he accidently bump in with a girl that he has no noticed. He very fast face down and said "sorry". He scare been noticed, but the girl is out of his expectation, the girl no look at him at all, heard he say sorry then reply back with is ok then went off. First time JJ feel weird and that got girl just walk off from him easily, without see who is he. A curious and some unnotice feel came to him. JJ think for a while and no taking into heart and start his shopping . While he reach selling pork section, he hear a girl talking and argueing by herself, asking herself which packet of pork should she buy. She seems struggling at here for a while already. JJ curious about her, and looks up. Is the girl that he just bump in. He saw many expression shown on her face and JJ feel she is funny and weird. At last, she got to choose and walk to another section and JJ also silently following her. A while later, he just found out that most of the songs she listen is TVXQ's songs (because she got sing it out that's why JJ know it).
While following her, he noticed that lots of people stare her as a weird foreigner that talking with herself in broken korean, singing herself, suddenly looks sad, suddenly looks happy. When he realised most of the songs she sing is TVXQ's songs, out of a suddent he wanted to know who is the person she likes most in TVXQ. While thinking of it, the weird girl's phone ring, again use TVXQ's song as ringtone. Out of suddent of nervous, waiting her to answer her phone, guessing who will be her wallpaper choice. "YES!" accidently, happily shout out by JJ. 1.... 2.... 3.... second of silent, JJ face blush and the weird girl just look him as a NOISY guy and quickly walk off. JJ still blushing there but he feel very happy and excited. He saw himself in that girl's phone as wallpaper! At this moment of time he has no idea why he will act like this, whitout thinking twice he continue follow the werid girl, even follow her till her accomadation. Eventhough he had not buy anything but he got to hunt a precious.